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Its sad that someone cant go out of their own house feeling like theyll have a good day because of all the bullying, bullshit, nonsence. Getting pushed down, pushed around & having stuff stolen. People be rude, make fun, talk that shit. But in the end, youll be the one winning that race cause youre hella times smarter than them. Its even sadder when that shit follows you home. You get hateful texts, mean prank calls, and retarded wall post. Like are you fucking kidding.? when is someone gonna do something about it? cause as soon as someone begins ‘cutting themself, starving themself, being quiet, crying themself to sleep, or making even a post on facebook’ its “all for attention!” hell no, check yourself. I can assure you there is SO much more going on there. So much more than someone just seeking attention, because if someone was seaking attention theyd find another way. Society. Effed up right?

Im about to fvckin comlain…. today was goooddd. I saw the boy i like, hugged the boy i like, talked to the boy i like. Yes, i know he likes me now so everything should be rainbows and butterflys, right? noooo, hes had very few girlfriends. Hes weird about it. He talks to me and listens to me & i listen to him, but with his or my friends around its awkward. The only time its EVER normal is walking to the busses and some at lunch. But what i want to say is easier to say through text or something. So youre thinking problem.solved right? no. He doesnt have a phone anymore. but he stares at me alot, its kinda funny when i catch him looking cause i make crazy faces at him, but how do i make him quit making it so awkward. How do i make him talk more and quit being shy. SHY is what hes being. Not awkward. Shy. How do you fvckin unshy a person….? FML.

I think im forreal falling for you. ♥

Crying bc lied to a boy i really like, hes gonna hate me. Omg.

Haha, so the boy i like has perfect flippy hair, wonderful blue eyes & a great smile. Hes crazy, & a goober. He mocks me, teases me, playfully hits me, pulls me close when i poke him, lets me win when we try to see whos stonger. Hes fucking amazing, but i seriously dont think he likes.me. Yes, all guys flirt soooo? How am i supposed to know who the fuck he likes lol. He hasnt had many girlfriends. But hes so sweet. & funny. Everyone says it seems like he likes me. We hungout tonight. He picked on me, teased me and pulled me super close. We seriously almost kissed. We hugged to day an i barely talked i was in so much fucking shock. Im never such a girl about this. Idk what it is about him, hes different. Mmmm. & Them eyes, oh lemme tell youuu. Theyre the best thing ever. ♥ Now that im done freaking out, im going to take a fucking bath.

Have you really wanted someone to like you so youre all, “please like me, please like me, please like me.”